Meeting was boring and draining me and I thought I would feel important by signing onto MSN like Andrew. However it backfired on me when Liz then signed off, apparently ignoring the fact I had signed on. I just wanted to feel better about myself after seeing Andrew receive a MSN message and mobile messages... I figure that I can try again, but I didn't want to see her in person anyway, so it's okay.
Bear emailed me! Seeing his message and name pop up during a meeting made me feel so good inside, especially after Liz ignored me. I wanted to just stare at the blue envelope in disbelief.
Paco and Andrew kept leaving on top of the fact they weren't helping at all, and so I was becoming livid at how they weren't even trying to fake it. Out of no where they suddenly had to go to class, one that all four of us (me, Joey, Paco, Andrew) had to go, but I stuck back with Joey to show Stephen that we weren't abandoning him.
At this point exhaustion. A really long meeting and now a really long seminar to which Stephen sat next to me for some reason and Chris, that's his name, came to ask for my number to copy my OB notes. An excuse to ask me out? Maybe, but I'm not into Asian guys anymore. Even more than that, I get nervous. I do. I really want a boy here, but I get so nervous and I would prefer an Australian anyway. I get their culture and I like them, not a Chinese guy.
After the seminar I fell right to sleep; exhaustion.
IM/Text/Email
Hey Janice (there’s that one to),
Well, just back from my sprint to the toilet. Sigh, another ten metres and that would’ve been just a little embarrassing! Sorry about that, but it was just a little exciting. Ergh, group work, I’m so glad I don’t have group assignments. I think they were the worst part of uni (except group presentations were always easier, when you present them anyway). So I’m gradually getting my own designs down on paper, instead of having piles and piles of pictures to confuse me. So I’m looking at late August-early the month after…September. But I might lag a fair bit. Twenty days! I’m going to miss the holiday feeling (but then I’m on a kind of permanent holiday right now anyway, hah!). I think your group members just seem that way to you (I always feel like a kid around everyone else, not as smart, I’m not sure if that’s how people see me though…not all the time anyway. When people think I’m smart and switched on it just confuses me. Well today’s going to be exciting purely because I’m finally going to be able to do some real food shopping (I hope- accounts withdrawn because of the gym right now…I’m not sure if the bank fines you for that, it is only 9 dollars. Kind of seems like it’d be like taking food from someone who’s starving really- maybe a little dramatic, but…). I can stop stealing the guys’ food…for a little while (I bet they can tell anyway). Yay, poaching eggs. I only just managed to get that all worked out properly. It’s kinda tricky getting it to turn out well. Hmm, still haven’t finished that book, about an old Cuban guy catching a fish. I always get pats half way and then slow down to snail’s pace. Well, I guess I can finish it of tonight, I’ve only got about thirty pages left. Must remember to return those videos later. Oh well, I think I’ve been here long enough, they should let me go now (I have to come to the recruitment agency everyday 9-12pm. They don’t help me out here at all, but at least this way centrelink’ll keep giving me handouts). So, I’m off top the gym (I’ll have a nice break tomorrow), library, shops. See you in oh it’s around twenty three days right? Well have to see how to make Australia’s most boring city (other than Brisbane) exciting…It’s possible (treat myself to the movies tomorrow- Earthsea.
Bye-bye
Garef.
