ADVICE For the future though: do not make those suffer whom might not have done it.
Well I managed to literally catch the clock at 11:11 to make a wish, but so far no email. Now I'm getting worried...I leave Sunday. If I don't hear from him, what do I do? Just as I was typing that I got "Gareth Thomas" and merely said, "Thank you." His email doesn't seem happy...let's see.
Yep, as I predicted, not very loving at all. "Hiya" and "See you next week, Gaz". Then namedropping Guy, what the hell?
Now that I step back and look at it, it's fine. I was just expecting more of a "you're coming soon!" deal, but he did tell me my final would be fine and he did mention (at the end...) I am coming. So I will see his reaction email tomorrow morning before I go and book a hostel.
I hope I guilted him into being more loving tomorrow...if he emails.
UNI CLASSWORK Happened to go print my Gaz email which was perfect timing to catch Ashnita in the printing room. We were chatting about our finals and then she invited me to a study session...how nice! This is my take a chance and be brave moment of the day, because it will be awkward "crashing", but I was invited.
Ended up that when I arrived they were not were she said they would be and me being a nervous wreck didn't look any further. But I was pushed with guilt, I didn't want her to think I was blowing her off. Although not all think like me and if I see her, I will apologize and say I had searched and then got sidetracked.
MOVING don't get your hopes down until the immigration expo, there is always a way. And so what if I have to wait? That gives me the opportunity to go to Florida or Canada. And why do I want to be here? Only for Gaz, my only real friend.
CANBERRA The big day is coming up but I'm getting scared for some reason. How will he react? How will I? Do I hug him hello? Will he even meet me at the bus station? Am I still staying at his place? What will I do when he's off at the agency? What will it be like sleeping in his bed again?
The pregnant, blond Brasserie worker is always smiling and always kind. She made me smile, which felt great, and put a skip in my step.
