Miss Malaysian #2 (the "ivette" one) has her boyfriend over again for like the fifth time. And it got me thinking now that Gaz hasn't emailed for a week-- do I really want him to since it's been a year and he's never visited me? How unfair is that? And I've told him this before over Christmas time while we were in the kitchen and I was staring at the pond. He came over to check on me and asked if I was okay, and I told him no, and that's where it gets hazy. I think I told him that it's not rally friendship if I'm always coming to him and he doesn't to me. And I think he said it's because he can't afford it and he wanted to and tried. Something about me being sad up here and wanting to visit me? I think, who knows. And I do know at one time he emailed how much he saw the Gold Coast for and how he wanted to come up.
I don't think he's my best friend any more, meaning I don't even have one any more.
In a little happier news, the woman in the Cashiers office was really kind and happy and smiling. She made me feel happy considering I haven't heard from Gaz in a week. It's not too hard to get what you want, as long as you know some how to get it or how to start. Unlike how I didn't know how to get the dean to accept my pending deferred application. Mom was able to get contacts to do it. I would never be able to do that.
