WELLBEING I was with Arthur in the MLC today after he asked me to join him. All was fine, until it just hit me that I do wish I made things differently. I wish that I got close to the American Jess so I would go out partying. I wish I could've gotten closer to Mike sexually. But then I thought- really? Yes, maybe I missed something, but maybe there was a reason for otherwise? Jess was too cool for me. Mike was too hairy, and is a great friend regardless. Overall really, I've had a great run here. I have my close class friends, and many non-class acquaintances, and I also rid myself of my desire of staying here (almost rid myself at least). Yes, I could have partied more, but at least I did that during my study abroad. It just wasn't right here. I never met those girls, like Liz and Bec, who took me under their wings. Instead I had a bunch of class friends. Ah, well. No regrets really. That's what life should be about.
I could regret not having a boyfriend right now. I could regret living with Gaz during the breaks instead of traveling even more. I could regret pissing of Liz. But this is life, right? I want change and at least I'm getting that.
